We were texting, let me set up the moment. Well, We went to church, my sister spent the night that night, and she wanted Bryce(her ex now boyfriend then) to go. I told her I'd drive him home. So, church lasted long time, and Bart had a church band practice. Alex and Bryce ran around the church. Well, Bryce lives 45 minutes away. So.. I decided to drop him off first, it being around 9:30. I dropped him off, and Bart got a call from his mom. She was wondering where he was, so he told her that I was dropping off Bryce and I was sorry it's taking so long, that he would be home soonish. We stopped at grandma's to get Alex's stuff, and grandma was being mean, saying that she shouldn't deal with this shit.. and stuff. Made me upset, it was around 11. Then after we dropped off Bart and he told me not to worry, his parents wouldn't be angry he was so late. I told him, "But still.." and he got out of the car and I drove home with Alex upset, but I had tears in my eyes. When I got home, he texted me at 11:30.

Bart:
i understand that sometimes u might get angry, but i want u 2 know that im alright because u like a person because of their good qualities but u love a person b

Me:
What did you say after u love a person b

Bart:
because of all their qualities & i want u 2 know that i love u & want the best 4 u nomatter what

Me:
I know but what parents think of me tends toget to me i know lately that not many think highly of me.

Bart:
deb is probably a main reason 4 u 2 get angry but i dont want u 2 blow up at her, if u ever need 2 vent or even just talk i want 2 be the person u come 2

Bart:
also i want u 2 know that i think very highly of u & i dont see why any1 would think differently

Me:
I know but im one of those type of people that bottles it up

Bart:
thats what i do w/ any sadness i have but whenever im around u it seems 2 dissappear

Me:
Me too but when i leave i know that i have to go home and deal with deb

Bart:
im srry, well i know u try 2 ignore her but it is hard 2 ignore a relentless voice telling you what 2 do, i just wish i could help u more somehow

Me:
I wouldnt know. Right now its that im 18 and your underage and that your parents are just being nice but they dont want me to come around much longer.

Bart:
ya ive been noticeing my dad say different things like that but my mom really does like u

Me:
If i didnt have you, she would find something else to call me a screw up

Bart:
well then im glad 2 also b a scapegoat i just dont want u 2 ever have reason 2 b sad

Me:
Well i will always be sad if i stay here with deb so yeah. I love you but if your parents gave you crap because of me i would feel terrible

Bart:
o lol, well u dont have 2 worry about that cuz my parents rnt like that

Me:
I know but i still worry since all the crap i get at home, if you get it too.

Bart:
if ur not working 2morro & ur sis isnt w/ u then u can come on over & get away from deb 4 awhile

Me:
No i have to stick around here

Bart:
aww well just remember that if u need 2 talk ill b here 2 talk i should probably let u get some shut-eye so ill let u sleep, goodnight i love u

Me:
Good night and i love you too

End at 12:20 am


I was keeping these for my own benefit but my phone has messed up slightly so I am putting them here for me. I want to remember them.