We were texting, let me set up the moment. Well, We went to church, my sister spent the night that night, and she wanted Bryce(her ex now boyfriend then) to go. I told her I'd drive him home. So, church lasted long time, and Bart had a church band practice. Alex and Bryce ran around the church. Well, Bryce lives 45 minutes away. So.. I decided to drop him off first, it being around 9:30. I dropped him off, and Bart got a call from his mom. She was wondering where he was, so he told her that I was dropping off Bryce and I was sorry it's taking so long, that he would be home soonish. We stopped at grandma's to get Alex's stuff, and grandma was being mean, saying that she shouldn't deal with this shit.. and stuff. Made me upset, it was around 11. Then after we dropped off Bart and he told me not to worry, his parents wouldn't be angry he was so late. I told him, "But still.." and he got out of the car and I drove home with Alex upset, but I had tears in my eyes. When I got home, he texted me at 11:30.

Bart:
i understand that sometimes u might get angry, but i want u 2 know that im alright because u like a person because of their good qualities but u love a person b

Me:
What did you say after u love a person b

Bart:
because of all their qualities & i want u 2 know that i love u & want the best 4 u nomatter what

Me:
I know but what parents think of me tends toget to me i know lately that not many think highly of me.

Bart:
deb is probably a main reason 4 u 2 get angry but i dont want u 2 blow up at her, if u ever need 2 vent or even just talk i want 2 be the person u come 2

Bart:
also i want u 2 know that i think very highly of u & i dont see why any1 would think differently

Me:
I know but im one of those type of people that bottles it up

Bart:
thats what i do w/ any sadness i have but whenever im around u it seems 2 dissappear

Me:
Me too but when i leave i know that i have to go home and deal with deb

Bart:
im srry, well i know u try 2 ignore her but it is hard 2 ignore a relentless voice telling you what 2 do, i just wish i could help u more somehow

Me:
I wouldnt know. Right now its that im 18 and your underage and that your parents are just being nice but they dont want me to come around much longer.

Bart:
ya ive been noticeing my dad say different things like that but my mom really does like u

Me:
If i didnt have you, she would find something else to call me a screw up

Bart:
well then im glad 2 also b a scapegoat i just dont want u 2 ever have reason 2 b sad

Me:
Well i will always be sad if i stay here with deb so yeah. I love you but if your parents gave you crap because of me i would feel terrible

Bart:
o lol, well u dont have 2 worry about that cuz my parents rnt like that

Me:
I know but i still worry since all the crap i get at home, if you get it too.

Bart:
if ur not working 2morro & ur sis isnt w/ u then u can come on over & get away from deb 4 awhile

Me:
No i have to stick around here

Bart:
aww well just remember that if u need 2 talk ill b here 2 talk i should probably let u get some shut-eye so ill let u sleep, goodnight i love u

Me:
Good night and i love you too

End at 12:20 am


I was keeping these for my own benefit but my phone has messed up slightly so I am putting them here for me. I want to remember them.

I don't usually ask people to do anything.. but for once. Join me in this movement.


On August 1st, write the word 'love' on your arm. When people ask what it's for, tell them about the organization To Write Love on Her Arms.

"TWLOHA is a non-profit movement dedicated to presenting hope and finding help for those struggling with depression, addiction, self-injury, and suicide. TWLOHA exists to encourage, inform, inspire, and also to invest directly into treatment and recovery."

121 million people worldwide suffer from depression.
18 million people in America suffer from depression.
30% of teens with depression develop substance abuse problems.
2/3 of those with depression never seek treatment.
Suicide is the number 3 leading cause of teen death.

Take a stand. Make a difference. Write 'love' on your arm to write love on her arms.


Thank you for your time and please spread the love!

Lately, I have been a non busy girl. So I have been at home watching stuff on youtube.

The other day I found something that made me laugh.

Gorgeous Tiny Chicken Machine Show.

It's like Pewee play house crashed into a Japanese show.

Kiko is the host, and she reeks havoc on her contestants/guests.

I enjoy it a lot.

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Here is a Candy Heart generator, you can make your own:

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I hope your's is great.

I was out of power for 2 days, now I am home. Also, I have had no school all week. Tomorrow too. Talk about a week long Snow Day. This is amazing. It never happens here.

Well, I'm out. <3

Rules:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person should post 8 quirky, interesting or useful facts about their art.
3. At the end of your 8 facts tag and name 8 people.
4. Go to their dA pages and let them know they are tagged.

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1. I like colors, a LOT. I hate making dark drawings when I want to make happy colors.

2. I will draw things from my mind, I don't like reference pictures.

3. I can draw things to the way they are, the exact way that I see it, just I don't want to.

4. I tend to over work and think more about my art than I should.

5. Nothing I create is completely finished, it's just a stopping point.

6. I may like something I created today, but tomorrow I wont.

7. I find my art to be less than perfect next to my peers in my Art Portfolio.

8. I find my best median to be chalks or pastels, if you mess up, it washes away. Unlike watercolors, my worst median. I am o k with ceramics, soon enough I will post them.





AND NOW: THE FEATURES!!

:catemate: She can do anything she sets her mind to, art, photography, anything.
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:theneonleon: He's just a love bunny as in so adorable.
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:evil-tacos: She's wonderful with dogs and wolves.
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:sakuracat: She can draw like the wind, anime is her artistic ability.
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:derekmccrea: He is a wonderful watercolor artist.
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My Favorites----(I have not favorite everything I like.
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^-- lots of pretty pictures. I am a lazy kid that don't want to pick just one, or 3 more.